Sunday, October 30, 2005 @ 9:00 AM

It's the way.

Seriously, I am obsessed with Anzhen's blog song! He is into guitar already. Currently learning the song QINGTIAN by Jay chou. Need to master it before christmas and he said we knew each other on last christmas. And so? Ha. Hoho! And excuse me, I am not a mad cow! Argh. Keep calling me names! Heh.

Went to Bugis with my sister in the morning. Yup, did some window shopping and she bought a pair of jeans. Because school is reopening soon for her while mine is officially closed yesterday. But, stupid thing is I still have to go back. Okay shan't complain. Structured programme is good yes?

Came back and started on my chinese holiday assignment. Yay, did the first part of it and now I am left with twelve comprehension. Hello TWELVE you know! Better push myself hard. Mother tongue Os is just next april. There's still more holiday assignments on the way. Goodness, everything is happening so fast!

Sixteen next year. Sigh...

pretty girl is suffering
while he confesses everything
pretty soon she'll figure out
what his intentions were about

Saturday, October 29, 2005 @ 8:10 AM

On my own.

Got back my report book today. Yeah, as expected I did badly. I mean I can't get in to a JC! Argh, teacher said I should review my studying habits and learn other effective ways of studying. Ah, think I seriously don't know how to study! I need help. HELP! Sigh, no point crying over a spilt milk right? Overall our class did below expectations. Yup, people retain and some dropped to combin science. Mirror mirror on the wall, please bless us with good grades next year. Haha!

RAH! I want to vent my anger on this entry. So depressing you know? Flipping my report book seeing those descending grades. Gravity is pulling my marks so down la. Sigh! Next year, Janice will be back. More hardworking I guess. Lol.

After school, headed to KFC with Wee yang, Eugenia, Jing wen and Jing ying. Stoned there for three hours! Played guessing number game, was so fun!

and everytime I try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small
i guess I need you baby
and everytime I see you in my dreams
i see your face, you're haunting me
i guess I need you baby

Friday, October 28, 2005 @ 11:55 AM

Don't hurt me.

Just got home from Ngee Ann Poly. Oh yeah we went to the building school of engineering. (My sis course!) Upon hearing the lecturer presenting his slides, I found out that this course is actually quite interesting. Must say the whole event was really eventful. But the worst thing is that we have to take our own public transport to get there. Upon reaching the main entrance, Me, Tricia, Jing wen, Wari and Davanai was really relieve. But we almost lost our way through so we took out the map which Mrs Ong has give us earlier on. People were like staring at us because we looked like some sort of tourist! Haha, darn funny. Think we walked about 2 km just to reach our destination. Up and down the hill. Seriously we were like panting when we reached there. We thought we were late because the paper stated that reporting time was 1.40pm apparently we are not. Heh. Only our school has to take the public transport, argh like what!

Had some quiz taken, though only one person from my class get into the semi-finals but it was really a good learning expirence for me. Oh yeah, schools such as Clementi town, Hillgrove, Montfrot secondary schools came. Later part of the day we had games! Lol, Me, Tricia, Preben and Xiao Yun was in one team. Our job is to transport the seashells across the Strait of Melacca. Okay the seashells were made of papers la. Haha, I was laughing throughout the whole event because it was really very funny! In the end our group got second. However no one wants to go up. So the host was like 'Going once, if not sold' So I went up la. Argh. Told Tricia to open up the present and guess what's inside? KITKAT. Yeah yeah, budget but it's the thought that counts right? you caught my eye when i first saw you.

After that had lunch at Bukit timah hawker centre. Saw Shawn and gang playing soccer at the open field just opposite the centre . Went there to say hello. Lol, Yi bin was bloody dirty but still so cute. Then headed to Jing ying's neighbourhood playground. Gosh it just reminds me of my childhood time. Going to the playground with my sis. Playing with the swings and seasaw! However, we didn't play much because the primary school kids came and took our swings! Damn. Oh yeah didn't know Bukit timah also have a mini library! Seriously, it's so darn cosy when I stepped into that place. Love it so much! Thanks Jing ying for bringing us around your neighbourhood.

Yes it's finalise! I am difinitely accompanying Tricia to NJC! oh yes!

Headed home and gosh my form teacher... yucks! Shan't go into further details.

don't hurt me baby
i just can't bear the pain
don't hurt me
like I've been hurt before
so I,try to see
the way you feel for me
please don't hurt me baby

Thursday, October 27, 2005 @ 6:47 AM

You know how to appreciate me.

Uh huh so everyone is into blogs already. Ha, even Anzhen. He thinks it's gay to have one. Heh, seriously I think there's a problem with him.

School was alright, everything is back to normal. Oh yeah Tricia just date me out to watch a perfromance put up by NJC band at Victoria Concert Hall. Lol, not a date la just accompany her. Since I have never been to one, so if she's going I will too! Of course it's not free of charge, think I got to fork out fifteen bucks. But nevermind, it's in Victoria concert hall. -oh so glamorous- That is in the early part of November. On the 26th, there's another concert at singapore chinese girls' another fifteen bucks gone. Lol, mom is incharge of that. -grins-

I will be going to Ngee Ann poly tomorrow. For some kind of maths competition. Not exactly happy about that because we have to leave the class early and I will be missing two periods of geography! Argh. But, I will be having my dinner at Bukit Timah with my friends for the first time! Yay, that's one thing I have been looking forward too. Right Tricia?

some people want it all
i don't want nothing at all
if it ain't you baby
if I ain't got you baby
some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
it means nothing nothing
if I ain't got you

Tuesday, October 25, 2005 @ 7:52 AM

Take my breathe away.

Coyote Ugly was totally awesome! Just finished watching that vcd which my dad had bought it like years ago. Was really bored the whole day so I have decided to dig through the CDs and I found that. You guys should watch it too. And girls, the lead actor is drop dead gorgeous. Think I totally fell in love with him after watching the show. Just look how sexy he is. Seriously speaking angmohs are... thumbs up! HA! pervertic me. If I ever get a chance to further study in another country let's say Australia I seriously want to know an angmoh guy. Slaps left, slaps right. I know, I know I have to get back to reality. BAH!

Right, so it's a week more to school holiday. But, I still have to go back for another two more weeks for this structured programme. Basically it's for all the sec 3 preparing for next year Os. That's how kiasu my school is. Oh eff, normal lesson starts tomorrow. More homework, CCA, staybacks. Gosh!

Got my agenda up for next month. There's whole load of activities coming up... KL, concert at SCGS, table tennis camp?! You got to be kidding! blah blah blah.

would you wish your girlfriend
was hot like me
would you wish your girlfriend
was freak like me
would you

Monday, October 24, 2005 @ 12:51 PM

Velvet kisses.

Friday was a night with Yokano. He is from Japan but shifted to Unted States because he wanted to further study music. I think. Yes, his piano skills was terrific! Though he is blind but that didn't stop his passion for music. He played songs like Can you feel the love tonight, Over the rainbow and some Japanese songs.

Yesterday morning I went to have a haircut at Chinatown with my mom and sis. Yeah, just the same old type of hairstyle. After that, Dad met us at the lobby and we headed for Suntec to have buffet lunch! It's mainly porridge that kind of stuffs but the food were nice and price was reasonable too. Walked across Suntec to do some shopping. Stopped by giodarno and saw two more new colours for the tops. Mainly brown and maron. Lol, my sis tried on the velvet three-quarter pants which cost 43 bucks while I tried the tops. I must say the velvet pants were really nice. I kept touching the texture because it's really smooth. Ha, in the end we bought 3 tops at only 33 bucks. Hey, it's rather cheap already. On our way back, we saw Huiwen (my sis secondary classmate) with her boyfriend. Yeah, she still remembers us. =)

At night, we had our fourth division meeting at Uncle William's house. As usual, those discussion and songs. Alot people turned up for the meeting and I mean alot. Prolly because they wanted to visit Uncle William. Oh yeah he is on the road to recovery. He showed us the markings on his stomach because he had an operation. Eeyar, it's like a long centipede, seriously.

There's no school tomorrow again! Well, this is my last year enjoying all the breaks from school huh. So I shall really enjoy myself whenever I can. By the time I reach sec 4, it's living hell. Like what some of my friends said: PW ain't friendly at all. Gross!

Now, I know why I have so much to blog. Sorry to those who dislike reading long entries.

here I am, once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you won't get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes

Saturday, October 22, 2005 @ 5:46 AM

One wish.

Sigh, got back our overall marks and yes I dropped. It always happen. ALWAYS! No matter how hard I try the result I get will be lower than I have expected. I know you guys may say that it's sec 3 only. The main thing is next year the Os. But have you ever wonder if we get this type of result wouldn't it be worst next year? No CAs to pull you up? Someone once told me that sec 3 is like this and like that but when you move up to sec 4, your result will be better. Any kind soul elighten me please. Is that true? My result for sec 1 wasn't good either but when it comes to sec 2, my result has shown improvement and that's how I got into a pure science class. Now what do I get? Bs for all subjects! Seriously, I wonder why some people are like way too clever and some are like... Whatever.

What's done is done, I know! Next year will definitely be a terrible one. I'm just afraid to get back my report book next year with the stunning look on my face because I see L1R5 30 plus and L1R4 20 plus! I heard lots of stories from my seniors getting 30 plus for mid year. Goodness, and where do I go with that kind of mark? Argh, feddup.

Pulling up my socks really high this time. It's high time for me to get down with serious business with PHYSICS. Didn't meet my target this time but can I do it next year? ' When there's a will there's a way' Ah-huh knew you are going to say that.

If I had one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish
One wish, one wish, one wish

Friday, October 21, 2005 @ 7:03 AM

She's a rebel.

Went bowling in the morning at Cedans. Hmm, that country club was like alittle old and very small. Yeah, ordered alot of food which was quite expensive. Finally after playing for two games we decided to head Westmall for lunch. Saw Chong hao and his friends outside Cedans bustop. Lol, he was very shy to see me la, went to hide behind his friend's back. Ha. Am I that intimidating?

Saw lots of familiar faces at Westmall too. Yeah, there's no school today you see. There's Yokano Concert at ICA tomorrow. Tired. But my parents are coming along so I can save the time spent on travelling. Oh so good!

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september end

Thursday, October 20, 2005 @ 11:10 AM

My glorious.

Finally I can blog! I mean just now there's this word verification thing. Yeah. it doesn't allow me to publish my entry on my blog. It says that some software thing and I got a comment spam. Gosh, someone isn't happy with me uh. Ha.

Got back the rest of my results and shall say today was better. As expected, my chinese got a B3 again. Ever since MOE changed the examination format. My 'A' flew away. Goodbye 'A' and hello 'B'. Sickening man, I shall make history repeat itself. 'A' next year! Woo-hoo everyone in my class pass Emath. Kinda happy though.Then, there's Social studies. Okay did quite okay but shall strive harder next time.

Ah, there's no school tomorrow! -beams-

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Wednesday, October 19, 2005 @ 8:49 AM

UTTERLY A LETDOWN.

Okay I'm like so not going to talk about my results. Everything turn out the other way round. I think I am going to have all Bs and no As. Argh, I shall go and reflect on my own already. Oh ya, what do you call that? Bi men si guo? Ha. Just hope tomorrow will be a better one. No more complaining and whining.

There's ice skating tommorow. Problem is the price is so expensive and yeah I rather spend it on other things. And now Jer wants to go swimming at Jurong swimming complex. Lol, and I want to play tennis at Joce's house or we can swim there. But now it's the rainy season la, sigh must pray hard that it doesn't rain on Monday. Think it has been a long time since I hang out with them. Can't wait. =)

Nobody have ever make me feel this way
I want you to know that you are the only one
Nobody could take me higher

Tuesday, October 18, 2005 @ 6:04 AM

Come what may.

There's no school today! But tomorrow there's mass checking of exam scripts, sigh. That frightening feeling is back again. As in upon receiving the scripts! But, I knew I had done my best (for at least almost all the subjects) so I shouldn't be worrying too much uh? BUT still preparing for the worst la. Ha!

Oh yes oh YES! I saw Kelly Clarkson's video on Because of You. It's really damn nice but at the same time very touching. http://www.aol.com/video/?sem=1&ncid=AOLVID00170000000002 then type in Kelly CLarkson and find Because of You. Sorry, couldn't get a direct link. Anyway, if you guys are interested just watch it. =)

Just got home from Jing wen's house, again. Seriously, we are so bored. Just chill out and watched some vcds. The same routine. Cleared my study table today and man, it's so neat already. Lots of dust everywhere, just imagine how many years I haven't touch my books. I mean those sec ones. Those were the days.

Out of the darkness and
into the sky.

Monday, October 17, 2005 @ 4:30 AM

A walk to remember.

Yesterday, for the first time I went to the National Library! It was damn big and crowded. There's too many books for me to borrow. In the end I borrowed only two pathetic books. Mum was like 'Only two?! Come all the way here?' Ha, whatever. Lunched at some who-knows-what coffeeshop. Tell you that's the very last place I have in mind. The food was not very nice. But we ordered three cans of coke light and that enlightened me alittle. =)

At night, we headed for SGH to visit Uncle William. Yeah, he is really sick. He has to be fed on glucose and upon seeing so many needles poking into him irks the shit outta me. It's like so painful, yes very sad. Anyway hope he have a speedy recovery!

Later, met my sis at Marina to have dinner. For the very first time she's treating the whole family! Dine at Imperial Treasure, must say the food there was fastistic! The sofas were really comfortable too! Man, the enviornment...thumbs up! Though the food are expensive but since my sis is footing the bill so the more expensive the better! haha!


Some of the food we ordered.


Uh black sauce chicken, I think.


Added two pathetic long beans on top! Ha.


Sister's La Mian.


Some fried stuff.


Xiao Long Baos resting on the lattuce.

Heavenly nice!

Saturday, October 15, 2005 @ 8:49 AM

Pure and simple.

TIRED. Spent about 3 hours doing this blog. As in I took out the picture, redoing the colours, fonts and stuff and the layout. Exams are over! But getting back the results is another thing. Sigh, I dread getting them back. Prays hard that I can pass with flying colours.

Anyway just came back from Jing wen's house. Oh yeah watch Full House. Though we didn't really watch the show because of Tricia who kept walking up and down feeling so restless. Lol, yeah didn't do anything much in her house either.

Gosh, have been staring at the computer for 4 hours or so! Ha, guess I haven't really touch the computer since exams. =) New layout, new feeling!

Im going under ;
drowining in you.

Friday, October 14, 2005 @ 9:58 AM

I can't make it go away.

Had breakfast cum lunch at Mac. Lol, we are so indecisive. At first we agreed to have it at Delifrance. Went in and settle. Look at the menu... the cost of one simple breakfast was so steep! Ha, then we decided to try Burgerking instead. But, burgerking only have student meals after 10.30 am. Okay whatever, so I insisted on going to Macdonals. =)

Tomorrow's last paper. Exams are over in a blink of an eye really fast. Well, isn't this what I am looking for?

just realise what effing means. Lol, what a nice replacement of that word.

Thursday, October 13, 2005 @ 8:43 AM

Closer to me.

YES! two more days and Janice is done with her exams. Got back home with a terrible headache. Argh, damn sickening. Tomorrow's geography paper and there's whole load of things to memorise! What tourism 21? Impact on tourism? I hate this chapter. Okay shall stop whining.

Anticipate slowly... and I can watch FULL HOUSE. -beams- Oh yeah, it's a korean show. Seriously very nice. Sis got the vcd from her friend and it's just lying on the table. Oh man, I can't resist. ENOUGH. Okay off now to hit my notes! All the best for the last two papers!

I turn around to see you for the last time.

Sunday, October 09, 2005 @ 9:53 AM

She's bittersweet.

I am totally worn out. It's really stressful seeing people around me studying so hard for the end of year. Argh, I dropped alot I must say. Damn depressing. But something really motivate me alot. My sis said learn what you know and you will know. Take a deep breathe, go in and ENJOY the paper. Face it.

Anyway sorry to those who came and find me on MSN. Yup, Anzhen youmeyoume will chat with you after my exams! Well, prolly yours will be over by then. Hao3 de4 kai1 shi3 shi4 cheng2 gong1 de4 yi4 ban4! I remembered what you said to me. Thanks!

Oh yes, my sis will be back tomorrow! Finally, haven't talk to her for like 5 days? Yes, really long!

I will survive.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005 @ 12:12 PM

I hate, I detest!

Finally we have our geography extra lesson. I mean teacher is like keep pushing back for who-knows- what- the-reason. All right, shall say that this lesson was really a fruitful one. Stayed back for nearly three hours! Gosh, that is like so damn long. Tired.

Ha, Miss Tham gave us some hints for end of year exams though. Sheesh! Whatever. Got back my chemistry test. Surprisingly my name got called out quite early. About the fifth or sixth? Haha, I studied really hard for that test, yeah so my hardwork is paid off. =)

Don't you all just HATE the exam periods? What we all do is to mug like hell till we fall asleep on our books due to the OVER- extreme boredem arising. There's always this strong desire inside to throw the books aside and go shopping instead. I hate that feeling. GOODNESS! It's torturous. BAHH! And yes, my sis is heading for KL tomorrow with her girlfriends. Good for her! While I will be at home mugging like mad. =(

Guess I shall anticipate slowly till the end of the exams, when I can finally break free of the stress web which I am trapped inside now. For now I shall hit the books and become perpetually INSANE. 11 more days, I can do it.

Monday, October 03, 2005 @ 4:34 AM

Say Hello.




Sis is getting this camera sooooooon! Nikon coolpix.

Sunday, October 02, 2005 @ 6:44 AM

You.

I think I obsessed with kelly's song. As in Kelly Clarkson. Her songs are so nice! Especially Because of you. Yeah, my blog song. Peeps, enjoy.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

(chorus)
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid

I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with

(chorus)
I watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleep. I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing

(chorus, but slightly different)
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you I'm ashamed of my life, because its empty Because of you, I am afraid

Because of you...

Because of you...

Isn't this song nice? By the way it's on the UK top 20 chart list.

@ 4:05 AM

Shake it off.

Had macdonals for breakfast! Think it's been a long time since I had that for breakfast. Intend to change my layout but couldn't find a suitable one. Yeah, searched for like half an hour still couldn't find. All the layouts are like gross! heh. For now, I shall stick to this.

Studied half of chemistry. Can't believe I am mugging for my test while others are enjoying themselves. Bah! my life is so miserable.

Can't wait for friday.

i gotta shake it off
gotta make that move
find somebody who
appreciates all the love I give
boy I gotta shake it off
gotta do what's best for me
baby and that means I gotta
shake it off

Saturday, October 01, 2005 @ 7:45 AM

Social Studies-LESS!

Yeah! Finally social studies have end. Got a load off my mind. Seriously, for the past few days my mind was completely fill with social studies and SOCIAL STUDIES! It's like one hundred and one thing to memorise. The paper wasn't that difficult. I mean at least I know how to answer the questions. Surprisingly, I have enough time to finish the entire paper. When teacher said we could start the paper, I was like writing and writing non-stop. Couldn't stop my pen. Lol. Source base question was 'answerable' Ha. Just hope I can score.

English paper one was okay except for the functional writing. I forgot to write ' I refer to the article...' Bah! I have never done this kind of question before. Oh whatever. Composition was... great? I mean the topic I chose was 'Regret'. The question was very broad and I wrote about some competition stuffs. Because the day before I was reading one composition about competition just that it was a victory in the end. I love that composition because it have lots of beautiful phrases. I twist the story around and wrote about regretting something. Possible?

Exams you stink.